Sooner than I expected

My heart leapt in my throat, I wanted to throw up, and I started shaking. Yes, it seems quite dramatic, but such was my physical reaction today after talking to my new boss about Colorado because I leave sooner than expected, sooner than I have mentally prepared for!

I leave on Monday, 9/11, for training near Tampa Bay, FL, where I will stay until Wednesday, 9/20, upon which I return to Seattle to embark upon packing for my trip to Brush, CO. Now, all the details at this point are not fully clear yet, because I possibly may be driving my car from Seattle to Brush (but hopefully not). I am scheduled to arrive in Brush not later than the 26th.

Even as I write this, I feel myself wanting to tremble. I'm such a child sometimes! :) But I am truly intimidated. I'll be alone, in a new place, for 3 months. I know, I know...at least I know the language (Tania) and at least it's only 3-4 months! But I've realized lately how very much my loved ones mean to me. I am very blessed. And I am also feeling chaotic about leaving so soon. Thankfully, I have to rely on the Lord for this one, because it's just me and Him, baby! Whew.

I want to cry. (And still, I laugh because it's not THAT long.)